Someone Please Call The Authority

I am a fashion student with a chaotic life.... Mom to the masses, designer, stylist, foodie extraordinaire, and several other things. I love fashion and cool new experiences. In the past months, I couldn't pay anyone to give me a break. Like seriously... Things have been beyond crazy... And since my blog is love it or hate it lifestyle.. I will tie the chaos to the cause... LIFE. Is there any better cause to think of? With all the insanity that surrounds me at the current time... I feel like this... and it's not even MONDAY!!

Who knew trying to graduate and start a life would be like knocking over dominoes.  Fashion is such a great passion of mines. I love seeing an idea come to life. When I see other designers creations it makes my heart skip a beat. I get a superficial high seeing how the beautiful fabrics transform into masterpieces. Each art piece whizzes by on the runway. And... if I am lucky I can breathe its essence in and engulf the feeling that overtakes me.

But how can I keep this feeling when all goes haywire??? When money is funny and change is seriously strange? I glide thru the malls and get a quick fix of my favorite things... MAC, Sephora, Gucci, and all the beautiful things that I enjoy. With one class standing between me and my next level... I cringe at the thought that I may not be able to cross the threshold into my new dimension. With no money and no peace during certain hours, these factors alone make it harder to focus on creating beauty. People seem to not be able to understand any of the several ties that bind me. Why do people offer advice for situations they have no clue on being in... It drives me bananas...  So for now... this would definitely be a HATE IT MOMENT!!! 

SOMEONE PLEASE CALL THE AUTHORITY... I am in a whole triangle of crazy trying to claw my way to a better life.... HELP!!!!!!

Until Later, 

Miss B. Havin